Ex Relationships

A little while back I hung out with a friend and I called her Bee in this blog.  She had asked me what had happened in my relationship and if I was over my ex.  I told her what happened and that I was over her, but she told me it would take half the time I dated this girl to get over her.  I dated her for 3 years and we broke up in January so according to her I still have like 7 months or so.  In the beginning I thought I would never get over Felicity and I just sat in my room watching How I Met Your Mother all day long.  Well a couple months past and I found 2 jobs, joined the gym and found interest in other girls.  So I did think I was over her for the time being.

Lately I find myself thinking and dreaming about her.  Usually when I'm by myself and I think about the times we used to have.  And it doesn't help that I see her uncles at the gym, her cousins at both my works, and her cousins boyfriend who works at the store next to mine.  I mean we did have many many good times and we were together for  years so I guess it would take quite some time...  I also worry a bit about her because I don't really approve of the people she hangs out with.  So I haven't really met these people... but the one girl she mainly hangs out with.... and I don't like to judge, but she's fat, ugly, her facebook posts are annoying and well she disgusts me in every way.  Why would I want someone I care about to hang out with such a person?  Also she's very pushy and Felicity is too nice to ever push back.  If I were to ever meet this girl I would probably shit on her verbally....  Another reason why I think of her sometimes is that I have changed a lot.  Many of the changes I made are the problems she had with me and it just makes me wonder...  These are just some of my thoughts  for tonight and I guess I have 7 months to go.  Thanks for the advice Bee...