I Never Was Good At...

Expressing my sorrow.  I didn't want to see you today because I don't like seeing people in such emotional pain, but I knew I had to.  I had some stuff to say, but nothing came out of my mouth.  What can I say or what should I say?  If I feel this much pain, I can only imagine the pain everyone else is feeling.  Here is what I had to say, but couldn't.  I'm sorry for your loss, I know this must be a hard time for you, but you can get through it.  If there's anything you need at all, we're all here for you.  I don't know what it is that made me unable to say these two simple sentences.  Maybe it was the fact that you were in better shape than I expected.  You were still focused, able to function, able to understand that he passed doing something he loved.  Maybe I didn't have to say anything because you've probably heard a lot by now.  I'm so sorry and I hope we can all help in the present and future....