Trust Issues

We all have secrets, some of them well hidden and some not so well.  It really just depends on the person and how much they want to keep hidden.  Some of my friends have some serious trust issues.  I would say it's understandable just because there's so little to gain and so much to lose.  Why would you want to let something out that can grow into something ridiculous?  Once you say something and it's out there, there's a chance it will spread like wildfire.  I would have to say that some of my friends, I know nothing about them.  It's like they locked themselves in a cell and threw away the key.  I don't really know about their thoughts, their dreams, their emotions.  I can only know from what I observe and how I interpret those observations.  It's okay though, I can relate and understand why they don't want people to know their secrets.  Maybe someday they will trust enough to tell their friends something.

For myself, I think I'm pretty trusting.  I didn't used to be, I never used to tell people anything about my life.  I don't really know what changed either, I just am okay with telling people about my life these days.  Somethings I don't like to talk about, but if my friends really wanted to know, I would tell them.  Trust issues are tough to get over, but if you can tell people about yourself, you can get closer to them.  I don't want to tell you what it's like to tell a secret to someone because everyone reacts differently, but for me it was like I wasn't alone anymore.  There's other people I can tell, share my pain, my love, my joy, my everything with.  I'm always here to listen if you guys want to talk and if you don't believe I'm a trusting person, then ask me anything... My life is an open book for you to read, a T.V. to watch, an Ipod to listen to...