Procrastinating. Putting things off. Waiting until the last possible moment to do something that is supposedly important. This is what I do best and I've always done it.... I have a midterm tomorrow and I have yet to open my book this semester. It's not like I care enough about this class to take it seriously, but still I should be studying. I will probably read sometime before my midterm, possibly before I sleep or maybe after work, and the majority of the time I just say fuck studying....
To be honest, in my time of searching for what I want to do with my life... I'm quite happy with my current situation. I know it sounds silly, but working this much and going to the gym is pretty satisfying. It's hard to explain because during the day I'm consistently dealing with people I don't like, complaints, retarded ass kids, but at the end of day I'm just like I'm done, I can got to the gym and I can smile. I don't make much money and the work is tiring, but I actually feel extremely good at the end of each day. For now I'm happy with what I'm doing and it's a great filler until I find out what I want to do with my life...
This is an epiphany I had a few years ago. You're never truly satisfied and happy in life until you're doing exactly what you were purposed to do, which is what you were put on this earth to do. I think once you find your passion and something that is unique to you and you only, then life will be more satisfying to you. Well you'll have more passion. Might I ask what are you in school for?
ReplyDeleteRight now just accounting, but it's pretty boring...
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